Once Upon A Time My Life Fell Apart

This was late last Friday.

I had just put up a video post giving a pretty in-depth review of where we are at and what we are dealing with.

But I was wrong.

It was worse and it was too late.

So I am here trying to figure out how to rebuild her self esteem and her sense of autonomy.

Acceptance and refuge.

And hopefully in time... peace.

And the knowledge that she never did anything wrong.

Love shouldn't hurt.

Well

Time to put my money where my mouth is.

Not sure what is going to happen, or when.

I kind of want to vomit.

But I'm also kind of excited about ...

who knows?... possibilities?...

just a real earnest belief that there are risks worth taking.

I really believe it.