and it's succeeding." I announced to Mr F while watching Biutfiul.
A movie we've had sitting on the counter mocking us for a few weeks while we tried to gear up for it's level of depression. It can be hard to get too excited about something that is going to rip your soul out.
Later, Mr F said "Don't worry, I'm never going to die in the bed lying next to our children."
And I said, "I'm never going to go insane and become a slut and beat our kids."
Then we wiped out tears and went to bed.