Get Ready For This...

So I'm having one of those days... where I've pretty much been hitting the wall...all day! I have no idea why but I am EXHAUSTED today. And it isn't like anything was going on. Hell we even had a play date.. at someone else's house (meaning I didn't even have to clean)... and the mom made me lunch (and it was like 100x better than the Kashi bar I was going to eat). So why did I feel like I was going to pass out on my drive home? I was able to pull it together... barely... and made it through Kid's dance class and everything. I got home and ordered pizza, and waited for Mr F to get home.. and waited... and waited. I think I've said this before... every frickin' time I am barely still mobile at 5:30 Mr F comes home late. 6:00? no. 6:30? no. That's right folks Mr F came home an hour late at 7:00 PM on a freaking FRIDAY!!! He is lucky we were all still alive when he got here. I then practically buried my face in the pizza. I have never wanted to eat a whole entire pizza as much as I did tonight. God that pizza was so good I wanted to make out with it. I had THREE pieces.. and people... I still wanted more. Thank god for Orbit.. I was able to pop a piece and break the pizza cycle and move on. Then despite feeling like my legs were made of lead I put on my exercise attire. Well... first I checked out my sagging boob in the bathroom mirror and thought "goddamn it"...and then I put on my exercise attire. I still wasn't feeling it. I really only put it on because I said I would go for 6 days of cardio this week.. and well I'm a perfectionist. And there is always that hope that no matter how tired you are you'll catch a second wind if you just keep going. So with my clothes on I march into the dining room and do the only thing I know will motivate me... I announce to Kid "I think I feel it coming on!" Kid knew what to do...


After our photo shoot I did feel better... well.. a little. I managed to pump out 30 minutes, then I crumpled on the couch to finish yesterday's Grey's.